Sick of it...

Ok this is just a warning theres going to be swearing because its how i feel and i need to get it of my chest......

So basically i fell out with this girl because she constantly made me feel down and i was sick of it, she always had ago at me and chatted shit about me, she's now making my life hell...... So basically my bestfriend is still mates with her when i thought once you fall out with someone your bestfriend is meant to but anyways this girl is making my bestfriend ignore me for no reason, i'll try talk to my bestmate but this girl isnt having any of it; Its gotten so bad that i dont trust my bestfriend because i think she'll tell this girl. 
Everyone is saying to me shes just trying to come between you two and i believe them but my bestfriend doesnt and it really pisses me off, im sick of it. Im sick of not bein able to trust my bestfriend, im sick of being ignore and im sick of feeling like shit because of this girl. My bestfriends ex knows more about me than my bestfriend does, this girl only speaks to my bestfriend in lessons when i try to talk yo her so i just gave up talking to my bestfriend in lessons, even when i sit next to her she just talks to this girl! i have spent so many nights over-thinking and when i tell people they agree so maybe its not over-thinking and its just the truth? This situation makes me have these weird panic things where i cry and loose breath n' shit like that, i asked my mum to take me to the doctors about it but she just says its my hormones but i know its not but anyways back to the thing im actually writing about. This girl is constantly making my bestfriend ignore me and i hate it, my bestfriend is oblivious to whats happening and she knows how i feels but she doesnt think anything of it, people have told and told her but she ignores it and i dont want to loose my bestfriend but this girl is trying to make that happen and i guess im putting this out on the internet because i need advice and someone to tell how i really feel,

Any thoughts on what to do? please help
Byezzzzz x

Anyone whos good at editing

ok so im going to dye my hair and i want to go blonde i have ombre hair at the moment but i want to go fully blonde and i was wondering if anybody would be willing to edit a photo of me nd put blonde hair so i can see what i look like.
Comment you email and i'll send you a photo

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Can You Have Fun With Your 'Frenimies'?

Ok, So it was my 'frenimies' birthday to day and I tried to be friends again but it seems like she just cant have fun with me like she used to. But her bestfriend is now one of mine but I dont want it to be awkward, I've said sorry and shes said sorry but it just doesnt seem to work.
Do you reckon i should just leave itself to sort out?
Because her friend likes me and we all hang out but she just doesnt want that to happen.

Comment down below if you have ever been in this situation...


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The Beginning

      The Beginning      

Ok so this blog is basically anonymous so im not gonna tell anyyyy of my friends names, I might tell you little stuff about me....

but not alot,

I hope you all enjoy my blog and can relate to it.

Byeee xxxx